Thursday March 4, 2010

-Teyler at Chevy's Summer '09-

I caught this rare moment on February 11, 2010-
They were hoping for the SNOW day on Friday the 12th. They were goofing off in the music room waiting to see if Henry County Schools were going to be closed.
They got their wish!

Teyler giving the thumbs up that he got his Learner's this past summer ( the 2nd go 'round at least!~)...
What a relief- Well- for him anyway.
I am not ready for this reality...

This is Teyler- with Mallory and Colton out shopping around in PC Beach this past summer.
Thanks Mallory for catching this moment for me!

I have posted these pics of "t" because he is gone to DC this week. He left Wednesday a.m. and will return Sunday early. I hope he is having a good time and dressing warmly. Snoopy has been wandering around looking for him. Avery and Hayden miss him for sure. Maybe not the moodiness and 'shut-ups'! But they still miss him.
Well... me?
Yes-I miss him. I was already missing him before he left. I miss the Teyler I knew before he was a teen. I am not sure what happened, but somewhere along the way he grew up. Today I am not liking it either. I am not wanting my babies to grow up and leave me. I don't want them to be bums and have no future... I am just not ready to not be Momma. I see Hayden changing... I see Avery following right behind him too. I am crying as I think through all of this and I am truly overwhelmed thinking about it.
Where are my babies?
Well- I have to wipe these tears and move on. There is much to do today and I better jump on the Thursday train and get going.
Maybe getting a puppy will help push away these feelings of wanting another baby...
?
Tre' would flip if he heard that!
~angie