Monday, September 20, 2010

Where have I been?
Ohh...sorry Dunkin'...
I took a break from my 'blog time'.
I am back though.

Fall break was last week...
Fall break was grand!
I take back all the mean things I said about
starting school so early in August.

Tre' was off the whole week.
We did pretty much only what we wanted to do.
WHICH!?!?
was as little as possible.
I LOVED IT!

all but...

the un-FALL like weather!!!
We were not sure if we should hit the pool or run
around 'neked to cool off...
I will NEVER again complain of cooler weather!

I welcome seeing Snoopy wear his green
poofy winter coat...
( LOL !!! LOL!!)

THIS IS FALL!
Pumpkins!!

When I think of fall....
Here is where my heart goes.
Teyler in PawPaw's lap... outside in the leaves.
Bring on some fall weather please...
I need it.
My heart longs for it.
The seasons change for us to grow and learn.
I have learned that we need each one to survive.
The times of warmth and love and tenderness are there to
help us find strength, guidance and purpose for each day.

I have been a little down for months now.
I miss my relationship with Sherrie.
I miss there being a sense of family there- that is gone.
Daddy left us...
and Sherrie did too.
It has been so hard.

Much more difficult than I ever imagined.

The LORD knows my heart!
He knows where I stand and how I have loved.

Sherrie can see things how she chooses.
There isn't a heart of love when you stand in judgment...
The heart of love offers hope for a better tomorrow...
We can only offer love.
That is what I am doing, praying and seeking each moment.

Hopefully that will happen some day.
Until then I will keep praying...longing and yearning for that.

I have to move on and embrace what gifts I have today.

Thank you Lord... for Fall break-
time home with the boys and Tre'...
I needed it!
It was a blessing.
~angie