FRIDAY May 14, 2010

the sky the day daddy went to heaven...
That cold january morning 2009...
the clouds stopped me as i pulled out of the
my street.

stop!!look!! and breath...

daddy is out of pain and in heaven...

as I drove to meet everybody at Momma's--
on chambers rd- 4 little blue birds flew in front of the van.
literally making me tap my breaks to avoid them crashing into me...

I have full assurance beyond a shadow of a doubtdaddy is out of pain and in heaven...

in those 'God winks'-
I find such comfort knowing that the Lord sends
special moments for me take in.
That morning he crafted the painting in the sky with white puffy clouds...
and I was at peace for Daddy.

I love you so much Daddy.
i miss you!
i miss the security that you gave me- and i miss you being with momma.
i just
miss
you!

i am not sure what is going on with me at the moment.
I just miss how everything should be...
Sherrie speaking to us...
Momma not sad about Daddy and Sherrie...
Everything stems from Daddy being gone.
i am very weary!
ABOUT
all
OF
it!
I am really stressed about AIO classes.
I am doubting I will squeak by in this class.
There was just SO much to overcome with my tech issues.
Plus- the 2nd spring session began yesterday...
i have no way to pay for the balance due-
so...
i will have to withdraw for this session...
yet again delaying my graduation date even further...

I have lots to figure out the next few weeks. :/

i am just stressed beyond belief at the moment though...
i have parents who owe for this months lessons and they haven't paid...
living pay check to pay check truly sucks.
and
THAT
my friend is going to change!
one day at a time!

Avery and Mason had field day today-
Avery (of course) ended up with a headache and we left early.
it is pretty humid today for real!

I will be with becky tonight putting together and addressing wedding invites.
I will be back soon...
weekend is here thankfully-
let us just hope some parents come bearing payment today! :?
please Lord-
angie